Sunday, September 15, 2013
7th day
1209
My ah ma die for 7th day.. Chinese traditional that need to pray for 7th day, 49th day and 100th day and yearly.. Is still kinda of shock even though I still can't believe my ah ma just leave.
1109 (wed) - morning went to collect my ah ma ashes and skull and pray.. Again feel emotional and Cry but hope that ah ma will rest in peace and always bless ah gong and family..
Yesterday (1409) went to my ah ma hse to visit ah gong.. I can feel the lonely of my ah gong.. I know he trying to get over and be strong but in his heart I think he can't get over..
Every time everyday the routine of my ah gong is wake up and help ah ma have breakfast.. Help ah ma do her exercise then lunch help my ah ma eat and also do exercise. Ah gong also will go bath after my ah ma bath and go exercise walking alone.. Tea break milo for ah ma coffee ah gong. And dinner watch tv wif my ah ma.
I can still remember everytime help my ah ma tabao her favorite pork porridge..
Is kind of sad when the partner u live for few years suddenly gone away.. The feeling of lonelyiness suck and empty.
Is been 10 days.. And well honest I still don't believe
Posted by jun_wei at 10:26 PM