Friday, December 12, 2008
1612
well.. my bday coming soon about 4days more.. yeah same old bday..
i dont want any celebration or any expensive present.. but really.. now serving NS.. a bit no mood to celebrate my 20th bday..
well, time really travel very fast... 2410 i enlist.. 0612 i POC.. 2212 i go report to unit... now i looking forward for new unit and of course 2009 new year and 231010 my ORD.. still got around 1yr + haiz... come on u can do it private TAN...
Well over the 19 years of life, i think i have disappointed a lot of peoples and done a lot of sinful or wrong thing.. i must be wonder why i still alive and born.. maybe my retribution is my long-term injury...
I disappointed my family coz i have done lots of bad thing.. like throw stone from 10th floor and hit a car that my father have to compensate the driver and was going to "chop" my hand but my ah ma stop.
I steal my father $...
I sign my report card in order not to let my parent see but in the end after my primary 5 camp being discovered and being scolded and say by my family..
i disappointed my friend coz i done bad thing to them..
i write a damn hurting comment to my friend..
i always nv go on my friend outing and bday.. i reject as i got thing on...
Now well i am NS.. 2 yrs may be a long time.. but within 7 weeks.. ya i might change.. i think a lot before and after i enlist...
well.. i just now hope to finish my 2yrs NS.. do what should i do.. nv ever disappointed my friend and family...
Sorry i can say
Posted by jun_wei at 11:35 PM