Tuesday, April 29, 2008

outing

Recently after DHL Work.. already break for 3 weeks and still rotting at home..

always go out wif linfeng.. of course go out wif him very fun.. lol.. but work is work.. lol

recently go to bukit batok there the SHATEC to apply for the school.. in the end linfeng was being rejected and his application fees $50 was being "eaten" by them.. YUCKS...
SO currently now is working 1st then NS liao then Study liao..

of course.. sorry ar linfeng.. no choice.. NS 1st.. just explain to ur parents and they will know..

so no more bukit batok liao.. that the end of journey.. now is awaiting whether got job or not.. of course need to find.. No DHL again? but ir really really no no no no choice then haizz.. the same job for the past 2 yrs... haizz....

of course the enjoy moment is watch soccer wif linfeng.. LOL.. haha coffee shop de atmosphere is nice.. got shout.. got goal haha..

last time til now when go watch soccer at coffee shop wif linfeng.. there is always goalsss.. haha.. the chain has not break yeah.. haha..
haizz.. if go ns.. there will be chances going coffee shop watch soccer wif linfeng? haizz.. final epl 2 games only last early games this weekend.. haizz.. sad miss those days..........

Why always like that de.... happy ending?

Posted by jun_wei at 8:53 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ROTTING

haizz.. currently already rot at home for two weeks.. maybe next week start brand new day to go find work and re work again..

this two weeks awaiting for the appeal letter + all the poly application but in the end no poly accept.. no appeal is successful.. just rotting at home..

now really a bit jealous on those who can go poly study while i just stay at home play eat watch sleep...

to koh.. must work hard.. do well in poly.. haizz.. miss those school days

to long.. thanks for the death method but no death note le... u help me write my name.. just let me die peacefully.. of course study hard ar u.. already last year liao.. haha.. ns next year le..

to Ken.. attachment soon end ba.. haha.. last year.. i know u very smart de.. haha.. so work hard ba.. ns next year.. haha..

to jeff.. come on dont rot at home.. haha.. go find work ba.. lol..

to melvin.. good luck on ur ns.. dont worry.. we will celebrate wif u ba..

to linfeng.. dont lame LOL..

to others take care..

to me.. all the best

Posted by jun_wei at 11:18 AM

Monday, April 14, 2008

SUX

My life sux... can end my life?
jump down?
knocked by car? bus? tazi? MRT? LRT? Boat? Plane? Trolley? Bicycle?
Drowned?
Sudden death in sleep?
being stab? haiz..

Life really low-down to me recently for past 5years..

1st is O-lvl Cant get in Poly due to my result SUX... my english D7..Maths and science E8.. suxky result.. cant get A for my accounting and chinese a bit disappointed.. so went to study at ITE... at the same time retake my olvl as private candiate..

2nd retake olvl result even sux.. maths and science cant pass through.. while english just pass get C5.. so remain study at ite..

now.. GPA cant maintain my 3.4 drop to 3.1.. recently my result at 2nd year drop a lot..
1) regret choose theory elective
2) nv study well
3)too complacement..

haiz.. i such a loser...goner and f****R... haizz... always let down my parents...

ya course there will a lot of similar case like me.. haizz.. still awaiting result... appeal result.. haizz... i goner liao..

of course... will be a person same as me wif poly failure plus injury in body.. haizz..

on may have to go check up and re scan my body near chest... full scan just like whole body go in to machine and scan.. haizz...

blood test again.. haizz..

Life just gone for me... and ended...

Dark secret always hunt me...

Posted by jun_wei at 3:36 PM

Friday, April 11, 2008

2yrs end..

Sad moments soon.. those who go poly congrat while those NSP.. goo dluck and enjoy..

tWO YEARS of friendship might end early.. busy and some will not being contact..

on may 2006.. go to ITE 1st day.. of course all unfamiliar.... then 2nd daystart to play game and slowly knopw each other..

1st met was sheldon and yongsing.. of course i still ps and shy... then slowly mixed up wif "bad" guys... jeff...weizong and melvin and linfeng...

did not know jeff and linfeng is 6yrs friends forever.. jeff say suay.. haha..
did not know so fast weizong and melvin so gum so fast.. haha.. poor weizong.. haha..

of course i start being a joker or clown in our group of friendship.. haha... but 1st year still dont know some of the classmate like always daily wear blue t-shirt.. and all girls..

then slowly study and joke.. coz world cup 2006 ma so high.. unfair italy... poor england.. sad france.. haha..

then at around 2nd year.. know kelvin.. ya
dont know he also ..
dont know actually he like blue and
dont know he got g-f
dont know he actually like vingar..

slowly know through msn ya of course talk abt soccer sia.... then slowly was suppose meet at inter but he say depend on fate... haha...... lol.. so fate...

then 1st time sms him... ya of course ask him can meet.. he reply want to be his gf... lol.. at 1st ar his sms so funny sia... but a bit slowly tear off... haha... LOL... hey.. dont break down? thanks... haha....

then slowly meet him up at inter and go sch wif him then slowly know him where he stay.. actually really dont believe he stay at 1st floor sia... then slowly go home wif him..

of course slowly soccer gathering.. weekly soccer wif kelvin secondary best buddies... haha.. Kenneth long edric wahwee..

they all great in BB and soccer... haha... wow sport men sia..

1st time celebrate ite friend bday is JEFF.. haha.. that day treat him eat.. watch and gather wif a cake wif weizong...linfeng and jeff the bday boy.. ya short and simple celebration.. sorry ar jeff.. but nvm this year try to celebrate big wif u..

then next bday kelvin...only eat.. but 1st time got 3 cakes eat in one bday... haha...

then slowly jiahui bday... and my bday...

thanks a lot.. haha appreciate it... maybe the last time to celebrate my bday.. this year dont know how to celebrate liao.. haha...

lastly currently is weizong bday.. haha just watch and eat...

2years of ITE just end.... a lot of good memorable days and friendship..

yeah stay in contact ok... haizz....

now awaiting next road........

YA... APRIL 9.. i finally for my 19years of life.. WIN Kelvin by DATONA.. haha.. 1st time ever get 1st.. haha...

hehehehehehe

Posted by jun_wei at 6:29 AM

Friday, April 04, 2008

Result..

Exam period.. ya went out study wif jeff..weizong and linfeng and melvin... teach them auditing practical and AA de thing...

at exam.. AA seem to be dead for me... as last question i miss it and do wrongly... haizz..

Auditing paper easy is easy but maybe i got careless mistake... but still a bit confidence can pass..

After exam went to DHL work again.. 3rd time for last past 1 year... changed a lot... but my 6goals luck seem end... coz last time i work.. i get to win 6 goals.. one is argentina 4-2... another is liverpool 4-2... but now haizz... somemore give me losing streak... haizz..

2nd april.. 9am result out.... i was kept nervous... i know my auditing will be a C.... i know my AA can get A... i know i have to get more GPA and maintain..

linfeng check his result 1st... ya.. AA C Auditing A... wow... GPA 3.2... linfeng happy til jump... now my turn... slowly the page reload...

stated AA B AUditing D... worse perfomance ever... Cant maintain my A... get the worse grade D... haizz... GPA STated 3.1... what the hell...

from GPA 3.4 drop to 3.1.... worse perfomance... i think and think while work... low mood... sms kelvin..ken... ya.. both of them console me as well as linfeng... ya no hope for poly...
all the back home... thinking that..
My perfect A for accounting gone... My D drag me down.. My GPA drop.. I cant maintain.. NO more poly...

next day 3rd april.. kelvin help me check and unsuccessful... congrat him for going business IT... haizz... is time seperate again..

thanks again KEN encourage me and willing pass me luck.. haizz..

ya all hope gone.. everyone sure say i go to NSP...

disappoint my family.. especially my dad... no more bday wishes for him this sun... this sure his worse bday...

I AM SO LOUSy... so stupid.... why cant i just pass well and move on... olvl now ite... haizz.. i really so bastard....

why i am the one wif so many problem.. cant study well..cant move on even health causing obstacles... ARRGG..

Maybe i should just die..........