Saturday, June 30, 2007

Work work

long time nv update due to no time busy at work.. haha.. update also need at morning 6am at weekend sia.. haha...
well.. since last year the last work i do is the air-con service at NTU.. after 1year and 2mth and finally do work... this is also 1st time do work since the leg injury.. the work is tiring... a lot of jobs ar..
1st i have to seperate the 4 asia country:singapore..indonesia..malaysia and thailand and have to weight... then have to open the parcel and separate different letter.... then staffs have to key in the letter and paste bar-code and then send to different number of bins... then sometime have to open a new bin... and also have to close and also have to take and pass to different department... haha... i think the job okay but very very tiring.. haha... everyday have to wake up early... take bus 89 journry have to be 1 hr.. then 9 am go work... then at evening around 6pm... wait for bus and take bus 27 and reach home around 8-9pm.,. haha... lol

yesterday i dream of my ah ma and ah gong... the dream is like at hospital.. me and brothers accompany ah gong to hospital to visit my ah ma... then we go buy something and my ah gong wif my ah ma... then when we go back..find ah gong missing and go find... then slowly... i went to go ah ma ward and find out ah gong lying in her bed...... i wake up wif tears.. haizz...
dont know why my 18th years old like to cry a lot... tears really easy to drop... my leg injury and my ah ma... haizz...
i hope my ah ma will be blessed wif health... as for my leg... hope it can recover ba.. haizz...


btw this video will cheer me up.. haha... secondary school friends will know... haha..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N0-_7G5XEXM&mode=related&search=

Posted by jun_wei at 6:35 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Worse day

2day maybe the worse day of a friend life.. as well as me.. hard to decide.. easy to say... lol..

1)... find out Henry going to barcelona.. betray le.. lol.. no choice.. nvm... arsenal 4 life?... dont worry.. arsenal will get a cup without henry... and also.. next season I WILL NOT BUY BARCELONA WIN AR... Joking la... i will tip henry to be high scorer in spain lo... lol.. bye bye henry

2)japan league stun... predict correct 3 out of 4 matches... but buy only one..win one..haha.. lol.. nth to boast off de..

3) finally got work BUT 3 peoples 2 vanacy.. haizz... hard decision for me and my friends... i quite fed up on one of my friend lo.. stupid.. and always hor.. haizz.. in the end.. one of my nice friend gave up and let me and that "asshole" do the work... we 1st de lo... haizz... sorry ar.. the nice friend.. nvm.. i will help u look up for a better job de.. okay!!

2day dont know what happen got left chest pain... thinking going to die... haizz.. if really die... this will be my last entry............

Posted by jun_wei at 1:18 AM

Friday, June 22, 2007

191

this will be my 192th entry.. wow.. i have this blog for around 2yrs and write so many entries mostly is sad ba.. lol..
hmm holiday ar.. nth to do.. noone want us to work ar.. haizz..
2day go back school for AA extra lesson... after that went to F4... quite nice.. hope got 3rd series... haha... then go home play fm and chat.. haiz.. boring life?.. lol..

2morrow dont know what to do sia.... haha

Posted by jun_wei at 1:18 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Check-up

haizz.. yesterday check-up was okay.. again must wait for 4 weeks to know the x-ray report... haizz.. cheat money ar... i know before i 18.. i nv go for x-ray before... now i am 18.. already do x-ray for around 4-5 time liao.. thanks lei.. lol.. the rest okay.. eat medicine and next mth then go back..do conclude lo.. haizz...

thanks a lot for all my friends and buddy to concern about me sia.. thanks.. i will take care of myself.. haiz... maybe i too stress and fed up ba.. so recently so emotional..
sorry ar... kelvin.. thanks a lot for ur concern... as well as hj.. lol.. haha..

2morrow finally go to sch for extra class... hmm... dont know what will my emotional.... sorry to weizong and kelvin 1st if i say u... okay... thanks ar...

Haizz... 3 companies...courts/giant and ikea dont want us... need to find another job urgently?... go go go.. lol

Posted by jun_wei at 6:24 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

suay

haizz.. recently quite suay ar...
yesterday is my dad bday.. but not a happy father day coz he accidentally knocked people car backside... maybe need to compensate $1000+.. haizz..

he complained that be a taxi driver.. very stress.. always got accident and not concentrate... sorry dad... i cant do anything....

i need a job urgently.. i want to help my dad... but.. i cant do anything... i so useless... haizz.
2morrow go check-up.. again need to spent $$...

i dont feel like going to check-up.. just let me continue suffer ba.. why.. why..

god please... help my dad... maybe my retribution?... please.. bless my parents and family good health... haizz ...

:(

Posted by jun_wei at 8:59 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Boring

what a boring sunday.. nth to do.. just stay at home and watch tv..
kelvin.. dont blame urself.. not refer to u.. life is unpredictable and unseen.. so u will not know what will happen next... maybe later i go out and suddenly just pass away.....

hmm... yesterday(saturday) went to my ah ma hse celebrate fathers' day... then play some mahjong.. in the end lose.. haiz... suay ar... was winning but... haizz.. nvm ... next week.. haha..

friday went to tampines wif linfeng..jeff for job interview.. courts..giants and ikea... hope either one will contact us and not all three will not contact us.. haizz... fast find a job and settle down ar.. haha...

happy father's day to all great dad include my dad... although recently upset u a lot.. but i know u care about me.. i am very sorry... but hope u dont stress... and relax... okay.. thanks a lot for 18yrs of guidance and sorry always agrue wif u... haizz... i deserve to die.....

Posted by jun_wei at 3:03 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Angry

haizz... 2day morning just being scolded by my dad... got some argument but did not dare to talk back coz father's day coming.. haizz..
god ar..heaven ar... jesus ar... lol... why?.. i feel guilty when i saw my legs... why must neglect my parents who always worry about my studies... health... money... haizz... i really quite a let-down and disppointed to them la.. haizz... please...
next tuesday(19june) going to for another check-up... thanks to my mum..accompany me lo.. dont know will cry again or not.. haizz... it will cost a bomb lo.. haizz... sianz...

me so stupid la... leg... chop down la... die sure regret... dont die sure guilty.. haizz... lol...

do well on my studies ba... lol... need to find a job..

Posted by jun_wei at 3:35 PM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Genting trip

sia..sia..sia.. dont know why sia.. always like to end wif sia.. haha..

well...weekend stay at my ah ma hse coz my uncle and his family went to genting trip.. friday... chat wif my classmate..kelvin from 8am to 230am sia.. haha.. long ar... thanks a lot.. kelvin for accompany wif me.. coz i cant sleep well... then around 4am then sleep... disturb by my uncle hp alarm which always set at 5am.. then went back sleep until 9am.. only around 4+ hrs of sleep.. tired... stay at my ah ma play winning eleven ar.. watch tv.. haha..

at night watch tv at my uncle hse.... lol... lost contact wif kelvin msn.. but weiqi chat wif me sia.. haha... not so lonely... then went to sleep..too tired.. but again 5am alarm sounded me again lo... back to sleep then 830am wake up..around 6-7 hrs of sleep.. still okay but tired... got panda eyes sia.... 2night going to sleep long and well... haha.. ~snore~...

die die die.... haizz.... now in my mind 3 words....

Posted by jun_wei at 8:05 PM

Friday, June 08, 2007

fun or die

well... this few days.. nth to say... me suay ba.. haha...

i always say.. thanks a lot for ur concern... thanks.. ys and kelvin a lot... haha... melvin... jeff.. cynthia and my secondary classmate.. lk and mk.. hehe.. i will try to survive.. haizz... hope so lo... life is meaningless...

my AA CA1 quite disappointed... Kelvin ( my ITE buddy).. dont give up... u are clever than me.. so i will help and support u lo... okay... try ur very best...
ys... concentrate and work hard ar... okay.. u must pass hor...
the rest.. work hard also... okay..

liankwang... do ur very best in ur poly hor... u try very hard.. so work hard... i support u ar...
mk and ks... stress for u in 2nd year but do continue work hard..... haha... as well as others...

next week is last week of school... need to find a job lei..

yesterday father complain electricity and my brothers play com afternoon.. night go out play... then i also always midnight online ar... haizz... i 18 already.. i know u concern me.. but i already give up hope of my leg.... next next tue going to checkup again.. haizz...

live one day.. walk one day...

study hard.. live well.. dont think too much?... how to dont think so much.... parents worry... health problem... haizz...

i feel like dying...

when i die...
kelvin... always keep ur relationship alive... i will bless u.. also studies..
ys.. work hard.. i bless u...
wz and jeff too... jeff... u will find a realy true love...
lf.. dont dota too much la... study hard..
melvin and weiqi also.. dont dota or mahjong too much... especially weiqi... melvin work hard...

liankwang.. do well ar.. study hard... dont bet to much ar... haha..
derek... hope ur relationship is back... ur relatonship is sweet... i will bless u
mk..ks find a true love... bless u ar...

Posted by jun_wei at 8:30 PM

Monday, June 04, 2007

Result..

worse day of my life.. maybe?
my CA of AA get 73 only.. bad result.. too over-confident?.. haizz.. i ask myself.. i reflect myself.. haizz

recently having cold war wif my dad... i dont want de but.. haizz... but yesterday just patch up.. sorry ar... haizz...

i dont want them to worry la... my studies.. my health... arrg...

izzit my retribution... sorry god... haizz... both my subject very poor-done... teacher disappointed as they expected me to get highter...

teacher.. friends and parents... CA2.... i will try very best..

Posted by jun_wei at 6:15 PM

Sunday, June 03, 2007

friend

friend test: http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/466158

scoreboard : http://www.truefriendtest.com/scoreboard/466158

what are friends for? to help each other when in trouble... to give u a helping hand... thanks a lot for those buddy/ friends who concern about me... hmm..

but i still think i useless... everywhere illness..

from ear going to be deaf.. to nose got something that caused me snore everynight and breathe loudly... to mouth.. teeth lots of bad gum... to leg then gastics stomach.... arrgg...

dont want to let parents worry about me.. my health.. my lousy studies... 18 yrs of disppointment for my parents...
can i change the history of my 18 years??

Posted by jun_wei at 5:07 PM

stress

arrrrrrrrrr................

i know my parents are concern about me but sometime really too overboard.... ya.. so.. why at night cant surf net.... lol.. too strict... i just follow the soccer matches but nv bet also cannot... u think i so $$ to bet..... i use it to relieve stressss.........

stupid leg.. u want to recover just recover.. if not.. just please let me give up hopes... i dont want parents to worry about me..... i dont want everyone to concern about me....

is the life fair... ya i know.. i also dont know my brother to end up like me but.... sometime really think that he should control himself.... need me to stop play computer..... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

IS LIFE UNFAIR... GOD... JUST LET ME DIE OR LIVE...

Posted by jun_wei at 1:59 AM