Friday, May 25, 2007
School classmate
well.. everyone should a great friend/buddy.. if not.. lonely will be the word to describe u.. haha
on primary school.. i have a close friend.. but being betray by him.. so i decide to make friend wif the girl... u know.. i really a shy guy coz i dont know why.. i can get to nervous when know a new friend with a new environment.. and primary school...something happen that might give me bad memory forever in life and caused me hurt in my life....
seconday school... i was shy and felt nervous in a new environment so nv talk to anyone.. then a guy in the same class as me talk to me... then become friend.. but too bad is he sec 3 quit school liao.. then know another 3 wonderful buddy... (plus/minus 3 guys)... haha.. close... but i betray one of them and feel very regretted... then i keep apologise to him.. haizz.. why i do such a thing... but untill now... still a great buddy.. hehe... a lot of thing happen in secondary school... hmm.... maybe i was too lonely then do a stupid thing.... haizz.. now.. i got still Liankwang as my great buddy... wonderful... then derek ar...haha.....
now at a another brand new environment ITE... well.. i need to thanks to sheldon 1st coz he talk to me... now is my great buddy.. hehe... but too bad.. he quit sch... (why all i know at the 1st time..then in the end quit school...) sheldon.. i miss u.. haha... then ys..3 great friend... haha... but nv go out before lei.. hehe...
then slowly... melvin..weizong..jeff and linfeng.. always talk crap and soccer... haha.. 1 year of friendship... i really treasure it...
slowly this term include last few weeks la.. know Kelvin.. again.. maybe i treat him like sheldon.. best great buddy...
same "hobby" as me.. well.. i really must treasure again this great friendship wif him... hehe... always joke wif him and go out wif him.. lol... and ys la.. hehe.. hey.. ys.. 3 blind mice lei.. haha.. dont betray us hor.. hehe...
of course.. got girl de friend.. hehe.. thanks a lot la.. haha...
well.. i dont know how long friendship last.. but i hope at old age.. we will still contact to each other until death ar... okay...
i think most concern is my leg... whenever i think of my leg... i feel bad and feel like dying... miracle.. please help me? maybe this is my retribution BUT i really dont want to waste my parents's money.. family worries and effort... thanks a lot.. my parents and my friends ba... to wish me well on my leg...
sorry... i really a bunden to my family......... studies not good.. now illness so many... arrrggg... if i really go into relationship... i will feel bad and a bunden to her... my walking style also need to change.. i dont want people to laugh at her that she got a walking problem bf.... maybe relationship thing... see the girl willing or not to accept my relationship... haha...
i hate myself....... i need to do well at my studies NOW...........
Posted by jun_wei at 9:40 AM